Courtlin D. Fields
Actor. Author. Storyteller. Visionary.
Transforming pain into purpose through the power of story.
The "Life of Courtlin D. Fields" Poetic Memoir Series
This five-part poetic memoir, ‘The Life of Courtlin D. Fields,’ is a raw and honest testament to the difficult process of healing. Each volume guides the reader through the essential stages of a transformative journey.
The collection begins with Hating To Love My Life: The Fighter in Me Would Not Let Me Die. As the raw debut of the “hating” stage, this raw and honest collection courageously explores life’s most profound challenges—suicide, love, breakups, and the loss of a child and a parent. It finds a way to turn the darkest memories into a source of light, navigating the complex layers of emotional expression, especially as a Black man for whom vulnerability is often discouraged.
The second installment, Learning To Love My Life: GOD Had to Break Me to Heal Me, explores the “learning” stage of healing. Through poignant prose, Courtlin chronicles the journey where faith meets pain, and understanding becomes a bridge to healing.
The journey continues in the powerful third installment, Accepting To Love My Life: Holding Myself Accountable, which is coming soon. It is an uncensored exploration of breaking down, becoming whole, and choosing to love oneself.
Hating To Love My Life: The Fighter in Me Would Not Let Me Die
Learning To Love My Life: GOD Had to Break Me to Heal Me
Accepting To Love My Life: Holding Myself Accountable
COMING SOON
On Screen & Stage
As a actor
Courtlin D. Fields brings raw emotion and commanding presence to every role he steps into. With a natural talent for embodying complex characters, his performances leave a lasting impact both on screen and stage. From gripping dramas to powerful indie films, he delivers depth, intensity, and authenticity that captivates audiences. Driven by purpose and passion, Courtlin’s acting is more than performance—it’s a voice for stories that matter.
Awards & Recognition
Acting Credits
- • Platinum Award Winner – Hollywood Film Competition
- • Award of Excellence – GLOBAL SHORTS
- • Best Male Actor Finalist Awards, London
- • • Cruisin’ W/Sexual Healing – Role: Smokey Robinson
- • • Miriam – Role: Big L
- • • The Comedy Play Group – Role: Maurice
My Personal Mission
Courtlin, a Brooklyn native raised in the challenging environment of the Brownsville projects, dedicated two decades of his life to serving his country in the United States Air Force Reserve and active duty. His military experience instilled in him discipline, resilience, and a strong sense of duty. However, upon retirement, Fields faced a new battle: his own mental health.
Driven by personal experience and a desire to help others, Fields founded Non-profit organization, Found Purpose Inc. This organization is a testament to his commitment to breaking the stigma surrounding mental health. Through Found Purpose Inc., Fields provides vital resources, support, and community to individuals struggling with mental health issues. His journey from the streets of Brooklyn to military service and ultimately to becoming a mental health advocate is an inspiring story of overcoming adversity and finding purpose